Hey Mason no worries man. You're already ahead of 99.9% of traders. I'm confident you're going to get out of this rut and kill it. Take your time! Patience, time and experience are formidable soldiers.
this was the beginning of the week where my psychology was destroyed. It really hurts your psyche when you're up five figures on a trade and then all of those unrealized profits go away. then you're in a position where you have to take a loss and you don't want to because you were up five figures. Then you realize it's not coming back and you panic sell. What a disaster this was. Learn from this and please don't make the same fucking mistake I did!