been reading the turtle trader. I have a 43$ edge haha better than i though

Was going to hit a second FGD OTC but Im just going to stick with one. Today I saw VPER and IPSI. VPER seemed more promissing. IPSI last FGD was a huge dip, then eventually ripped. I dont know if I can hold through that.

Going over my FGD OTC $BONZ trade. Alot can happen. Been watching video lesson 7106-7116. Alot of good information for this trade I just took. I'm starting to realize that youre more likely to bounce (either direction) if its a sharp hit to a price level and then a drop. If it hold that price point for a little bit and then goes the other way, not such good news. Maybe im on to something, maybe not

Ive never been so happy to see the market closed. ill colossus squiggly tomorrow and lick my wounds by studying, no more trading for awhile

I'm just fucking done with this for the next few weeks. I fucked up my sell limit and put a buy limit, doubled my position in the process. I burned two day trades today so If i sell, it puts me over PDT and im locked 90 days. I even sized down my spending and watched my limit. Guess im losing 1400$ today/tomorrow. I suck at this.

I know no one reads this, but its kind of just so i can see where I was at when I look back. I havent been able to study the past three weeks. It has been causing me alot of anxiety seeing the market go crazy, missing out, but knowing i dont know enough and need to study but cant. The days I study and watch this crazy market my anxiety goes away because i know im making progress. Right now I'm acting supervisor for my unit and my career is doing well. my plan is to retire by 48/49 with this job which is the earliest possible. I'm grateful that yahweh has given me the ability to afford the lifetime membership which put me at a great advantage time wise. I'm grateful for everything, and today I have time to study while my son naps. Normally I cant study when he is around because its full time with him and my schedule is crazy. 445a wake up, get to work by 6, scheduled til 2 but out by 1 30 ish. home with the kid by 230. doesnt fall asleep tile 830. crashing, by 10 but had 0 down time. I should use it to study, but i need to shut my brain off. I will try harder.

I can't help but realize that I'm one of those people who need to learn the hard way. I don't know why. I'm usually not. I guess in this endeavor I have to learn the hard way. At least I'm doing better at cutting my loses much quicker.

I think I love the dip buy pattern. Look for pre-market gainers, see if they panic, use level 2 to catch the bottom, quick ride up and out.

I don't really have any trades for the week until friday, but I decided to watch for panics and dip buys and watched two in real time. SNDL and AMC. I was even able to call the bottom based on support. Now I wont be buying dip buys until I have level 2, but its nice to see that I'm learning.

Was thinking about my previous trades, I'm still chasing strength rather than buying weakness and selling strength. Havent really made many trades the last week, just been reading and being introspective