I know no one reads this, but its kind of just so i can see where I was at when I look back. I havent been able to study the past three weeks. It has been causing me alot of anxiety seeing the market go crazy, missing out, but knowing i dont know enough and need to study but cant. The days I study and watch this crazy market my anxiety goes away because i know im making progress.
Right now I'm acting supervisor for my unit and my career is doing well. my plan is to retire by 48/49 with this job which is the earliest possible. I'm grateful that yahweh has given me the ability to afford the lifetime membership which put me at a great advantage time wise.
I'm grateful for everything, and today I have time to study while my son naps. Normally I cant study when he is around because its full time with him and my schedule is crazy. 445a wake up, get to work by 6, scheduled til 2 but out by 1 30 ish. home with the kid by 230. doesnt fall asleep tile 830. crashing, by 10 but had 0 down time. I should use it to study, but i need to shut my brain off. I will try harder.