Today I close my worst month ever. First red month since May 2019, broke a ton of rules, my timing was almost ALWAYS off by a minute, on longer term trades I was off by a day, I did not achieve my two main goals pertaining to risk management, and I allowed myself to be consumed mentally and emotionally. October will be different because I will be different. No matter how bad the market is, I will be master of myself. Because I must.