Like they say, you build your money account to end up draining it to build your experience account, to build your money, and so on. Definitely good experience these last 2 week. I had some home runs gains on TSLA, and then squandered half of them. I'm still on top of this sweet then bitter situation. I can now afford STT, a small trading account, and keep some saving. So while I feel down about this failed ass trade, My actual goal was met.