looking at my net profit as a loss sucks though it is a constant reminder and motivator as to why im here. I only logged a handful of my trades prior to the challenge I left many off of my list that were good wins and instead focused on my SOS trade. The reason is that trade made me lose 15k because I bought into the hype with my full account, I sat and watched my money drain away over a week without cutting it thinking it was just a drop. now I look at it with disgust that I would put myself in a position to lose that much of my account on hype. That trader is not me anymore. I am working on being a smart, profitable trader one day at a time.