OK. I am 4 months into this Challenge and very determined to succeed. I am down on some bonehead plays, but those basically became market tuition because I thought I was ready. I have NEVER traded before and it was foolish for me to think I knew enough to begin with such large sizes. I will adjust and study to become the best I can. Understanding the concept is a far cry from exercising a winning trade. Mental note, work small and build big. Slowly increase sizing but don't expect substantial wins.